In a world where I thought I was getting it right...☁

Friends turn to enemies
Hearts are broken down into pieces
I've tried a little bit, not too much, to see people
Not exactly the way they see me
Maybe a little bit more

I gave too many chances, hoping to get a lot more in return
On a whole different level, I've placed people on esteem
Wasted tears for people who didn't even care to see
Cared for people who didn't see my worth

A very soft heart, acting as hard as stone
Not hard a little bit, maybe in the emotional sense of it
So when my heart is cold, and I'm left to freeze
I write on paper with ink

I've seen a bunch of people switch up
I've been doubted
I've been discouraged
I've been disrespected
I've been humiliated

So many shattered dreams
So many hearts weak
Over trusted, I do not know how
I've been manipulated
Used to look up to people, so many people

I believed I could change a lot of people and a lot happened
I cried in the corner of my room and cleaned my tears
A so-called heart of stone cannot be left untold
I've put so much effort!

Life!
The people close to you are eventually gonna ghost
The people you expect a lot from are gonna go
You'll be left with people you didn't expect!

So many friends, I cannot even count
Smiled to so many people I cannot even remember
I trusted the close ones and I didn't get love back

It's funny that I cared for so many
Funny that out of a thousand friends I've made, only a few want to see me grow
And I'm eventually noticing this ' life' thing they've been talking about

I miss when I was young, free from worries and hatred
In the end, my lovers remain my lovers or eventually my haters!
My haters remain my haters or eventually my lovers!

Hoping for the day to come
Where my world would be free from faults!
Hoping for that perfect angle
Where the world sees me and adores me
Where the love I gave is given back!

Lol, in my world where I thought I was getting it right! I didn't know I was getting it wrong!

2 comments:

  1. Funny how I've read this before, sometime last month, I thought it was really nice.. But now I'm reading it again, (lol, idk why ,a lot has just been up and I can super relate) . .And this time I feel "really nice"did not do it justice... This is superb❤❤❤❤❤❤

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