Do I know what I’m doing, a little bit of life and I’m crumbling
Is this really how I planned it, one little push and I come falling
I thought life was meant to be easy
A little fun, a little cool, and a little scarier
Well, maybe I did a lot of thinking
And, I left out the real essence of living
Don’t I know how to arrange things?
I thought I could handle everything because I claimed it
Maybe I was just a little bit off it
Lately, that has been the only mood I cling to
Am I lonely or am I being a baby?
Is this real? Or, am I just overreacting?
Is this a post it is this just my jotting?
Would I post or would I just delete it?
It’s been a long while. Maybe not to you but definitely to me.
I know I’d bounce back
Maybe soon, maybe later, but someday
Maybe close, maybe far, but eventually
Deep down I feel this isn’t worth it
These words, these lines, this post entirely
But what is the essence of living?
I guess it’s to rough it, do it and do you
So, this is me doing ‘me’
Do I get it? No
Would I stop? No
Do I? Don’t I?
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